So I recently lost my job due to a “budget deficit.” To be quite honest, I didn’t see this happening. It was sprung on me as surprise. It has been in my best interest to get out of there as soon as possible, but I didn’t think I was the one going to be nipped in the bud. I have been actively pursing a better job for the past 3 or 4 weeks now, knowing there are many better positions and opportunities out there. To my surprise, the opportunity out there is greater beyond my own personal belief.
I’m happy to be away from that place, although I would have gotten more satisfaction out of personally handing in my “2-week notice.” I know me leaving on my own terms wouldn’t have been a surprise to anyone there, but even still, it just feels better to part ways when it’s entirely up to you. I can’t hold a “grudge” against anyone who still is “stationed” there because I know their demise at the company may soon await. I refused to go down with anyone else’s sinking ship. Aside from that, personal and individual worker moral was thrown out the window months ago. A place that was once viewed by many as simply “just a pay check,” many started to despise even coming in. It wasn’t hard to tell for even the youngest of people there to realize the utter dismay of fellow co-workers.
Unprofessional and disorganized aren’t even words fit to describe the status of that “office.” The unfortunate thing is that I built a strong relationship with our production staff within the past month and a half and I feel sorrow for them having to deal with closed-minded and tunnel visioned views within the management staff. But I assume what they don’t know won’t hurt them. In the case of the production staff, the ones I started to work very closely with, ignorance is bliss. Unfortunately, many of the “lower status” people within this staff will be at the receiving end of whatever the backwards management have in store for them, and I assure you, it won’t be for the staff’s best interest.
I speak as an individual who voices himself for self benefit and for the uplifting of others. Coming from the office/management side and then working with the production staff later on, I’ve seen the good, the bad, and the ugly. I know I played my part to ensure a positive work environment for those directly around me. I tried my best to boost moral and many others around me did a great job of boosting my own. However, there is a time and place that one must realize enough is enough. Everyone can voice a complaint, but that complaint is useless if it doesn’t echo.
The biggest beef I have with such a place I was once employed is that I’ve never seen anything get so bad. In my years of employment, even the unclassesist of places have had better structure. To an outsider, I can simply describe the place in as little as 2 or 3 sentences and quickly receive a quip from the individual who can easily recognize the plight. Upon one small conversation I once had with someone, it was easy for them to tell within the first 10 seconds, “Oh, that just sounds like really poor management.”
To my fellow friends & former co-workers, I bid farewell. For all of you out there contempt in your working environment, and more specifically those I used to work with, just know your jobs aren’t at jeopardy. But do know, it only takes an ounce of time, energy, consideration to find something better that will make a world of difference for your own life. I will note: by putting myself in a more “professional” environment at such a young age, it opened my eyes to a lot: the good, the bad, and the ugly. Now, I’m off to enjoy the good!
So long & best wishes
P.S. see you all at the holiday party. Oh wait, that’s right, they won’t be having one! HAHAHA